Nth have been goin the right way... Nth is goin the way i wanted...
Juz abt a month and so ago, i lost sth that i really treasure a lot. It was a gift by my aunt when i am really young and it contained things given by my frens. However, nw is gone forever... no way i can get it back.
As for nw... officially starting from todae.. My 2nd favourite is gone. I really like it very much, although it have been with me for less than a yr. It was oso one of my baobei. Though the external maybe still with me, but it can never like before again. The memories i had in it are gone.
I can't believe juz within a month or so, i actually lost 2 of my baobei. My fate with them juz ended here like that.... left with onli memories and history behind. I am really sad, depressed and terrible, but sometimes i juz lost the sense of feelings so suddenly. I feel so confused in the was how i am actually feeling and what i should do. Sigh....
I am really scared.... because when will i actually lose the nxt thing that i treasure a lot? *sobz*
