so sad. so sad.... i am really sad nw.. :( can feel the sadness in my heart. juz dunno how to describe how sad i actually feel nw. whenever i am not doin anything i will think of it and it really make me sad. *sobz* i am tryin very hard not to cry but the tears juz keep rolling down like that... sad sad so... sad. maybe if anyone of u have ever lose sth that u really like maybe u would understand how i am feelin nw. nw... the worst part is i cant do anything to get it back... it will be gone forever and forever. i will not have it back already. *sobz*
