Monday, July 16, 2007
The misses are torturing.
The emptiness i felt is then how much i realised i am alone.Trying hard to do this and be that,but in the end, nothing turns out to be wat i wish for.the doors are shut, tightly.
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1:11 PM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Its been really long since i last log in. I also dunno why suddenly i have the urge to write.
Unknowingly, i am on attachment for 2 months, which means i am left with about 3 months till the end of my internship? It is unbelievable that i am able to pull through it till nw. Hopefully i will be able to hold on for the last 3 months. *pray*
I miss my friends. I miss TA05. I miss my 3 other generations.
I miss my school. I miss the old school days.
I miss the nonsense we did together. I miss the days we sing and jump about everywhere.
I miss the times we crap in lecture and tutorials. I miss the smiles from each and everyone of u. I miss the laughters. And I juz cant stop missing you, You, yOu, yoU, and UUuuuuuu~~~
Simply juz miss each and everyone of UUUUUuuuuUUUUUuuuuuUUU`~~~~~~~!
I miss, I miss, I miss.....
How i wish i can see all of u nw. *(alrit i am juz dreaming)* Let's meet up soon again!!!
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(a little msg for u girls)
my darling,
i noe that suddenly there are so many things happening at a same time nw.
and you are trying really hard to be firm.
you may feel breathless and helpless at times.
Lonely and scared.
and though i may be juz a friend,
but it hurts me to see u goin thru this.
how i wish i can help you some way.
i noe i may not understand everything
and i may not be the one that you would want to turn to for everything.
but i juz want to let u noe that no matter how many times you fall,
my hands will always be out there to help you up again and again and again.....
we will be with one another whether in silence, joy or sadness.
and our special angel will be there watchin over us.
Be strong, my girl!
U will NEVER be alone.
if u want can juz call me or sms. LOVE U LOTS!!!
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this is for u.
I am really glad that i meet u.
it has been 2 years and i noe that this friendship will juz go on.
though we may not be that very very close,
i want to let u noe that you has always been someone special to me.
you will always ensure that we smile,
let us noe that we are being loved.
thank you for all ur loves.
thank you for all ur smiles.
thank you for ur sunshine.
hope we will noe each other even more!
Believe in urself and you will always be U! sunshine girl
LOVE U LOTS, darling~~~~
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and of cos, this is for u.
u always noe wat to do.
u noe wat u want and u will work hard for it.
i am really proud to have and noe u, my friend.
the fate brought all of us together,
and this will carry on and last no matter how long.
u will always be the unique one
and special one.
Be who u are, and you will be happy.
LOVE U LOTS too, darling!!!!
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We will be there together,
and our angel will watch over us.
~Loves~
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1:43 AM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Love? Sensitive? Care? Confuse?
Who am i?
I have not been slpin well. Why?
I feel that i am losing myself. I actually thinking how to be happy, thinking how to fall asleep like how i do in the past. There are so many thoughts abt my frens and families and everyone around me. But each time i tried and really try hard, i found that i have done sth wrong. I have tried too hard which cause it to turn out the wrong way. What should i do instead? I need someone... How to be true? I am losing it.
Save me.
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12:58 AM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
EXAMS OVER!!!!!
WhooooooooooooooooooHOOooooooooooooooooooooooooo..........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Holidays are here!! The days i am waiting for since the day sch starts. haha...... =P
Happy but sad.... becos nxt sem is self-select timetable. I am really afraid that i cant get to be in the same class again... NONO.... cannot...! TA05 muz stay together!!!
Can't believe within a term we can be so bonded much more then the first year. and i really proud of TA05 i muz say. Most of the classes in year 1 are really bonded, however later in yr 2, seems to have loosen a little. but... TA05 since yr already so bonded... then in yr 2 even more BONDED!!! haha..... That's the spirit! I'm lovin it...! hehheheheheh......
Cant stop loving each of them and finally......... we will be havin our very own TA05 chalet! YESH!! cant wait cant wait......... ! no matter 2D1N or 3D2N there will be fun, fun and FUN! muz start thinkin of games.. Weee..............
Anyway.... juz cant wait for all the fun and meeting up all my frens.!!! haha....
Love all of u out there and dreamy pig signin off...... *tata*
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10:39 PM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
This year is indeed not a great year for me... How i wish now is 1 jan 2007 instantly. Is ok if i miss my birthday for one time. I juz want year 2006 to end!!!!
11 apr, i lost my fav bag. 22 may, my handphone was officially beyond repair. Todae, 11 june, i lost my slippers that i juz bought it for abt 2 months. ( better dun let me see the person who have stolen my slipper.) Haiz..... What will happen nxt?? When will the nxt thing happen?? All of these juz happen within a few months. Before i can recover from the sadness of losing my bag, then something happen to my handphone. Nw, before my handphone prob settle, there goes my slippers. All these are really freaking me out... What have i done wrong? what should i do? I am totally lost and helpless.
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5:35 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
Nth have been goin the right way... Nth is goin the way i wanted... Juz abt a month and so ago, i lost sth that i really treasure a lot. It was a gift by my aunt when i am really young and it contained things given by my frens. However, nw is gone forever... no way i can get it back.As for nw... officially starting from todae.. My 2nd favourite is gone. I really like it very much, although it have been with me for less than a yr. It was oso one of my baobei. Though the external maybe still with me, but it can never like before again. The memories i had in it are gone. I can't believe juz within a month or so, i actually lost 2 of my baobei. My fate with them juz ended here like that.... left with onli memories and history behind. I am really sad, depressed and terrible, but sometimes i juz lost the sense of feelings so suddenly. I feel so confused in the was how i am actually feeling and what i should do. Sigh.... I am really scared.... because when will i actually lose the nxt thing that i treasure a lot? *sobz*
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10:08 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
BAOC has ended for 2 days onli... and i am missing all the FUN and of cos... EVERYONE already!! nearly one month of preparation and everything juz ended in 3 days... :( they should have make it longer or change it to overnight camp. then there will be more fun lah. haha...
Though during the last wk and especially the 3 days.... i have been slpin late and waking up early.. but all is WORTHY!!! All the hardwork that we have put in have paid off.. the sense of accomplishment really makes me H-A-P-P-Y!!! nth can replace it for the time being. maybe i should consider to join again nxt yr! hehe....I really like to say a hugh THANK YOU and big HUGS to~
Our wonderful SCOs and ASCO : HaoZhen, Noel and BrendaMy fantanstic SB partner : Xuan RongMy really helpful attached SCs : Serene, Roysten, Tricia and LinnetteAll SBs and SCsand of cos not leaving out...My perseverance, funny and greatest DANCERS : Roy, Edwin, Alvin, Yvonne, Jun, Ming Hao, Yong Zhan, Jasmine, Charissa, Ee Sheng, Hui YuanOur beautiful pagent girl : PearlynnOur handsome pagent guy: TimOur cool mascots: Donovan and Edmondand all my other FRESHIES!!!U all are really a wonderful bunch of people and thats because having u all that make all these happen! Thank You so much!!
Not forgetting to give a big appaulse to:
SINEE - who get the "Best SB Award"Performers - who claims the "Best Performance Award"Pearlynn - who got the 3rd for Miss BAand....BA - who have WON the WAR!!!!!CONGRATSS!!!!Last of all..... *BIG HUGZ* for everyone!!!!! I LOVE U ALL!!!LUAU LUAU is the BEST!!!
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10:23 PM
